Thursday, September 10, 2009

i am

tired of struggling.

i am
having a hard time trying to discern level of success i'm having here:

here in new york.
here in adulthood.
here in life.

i am
not tired of chasing windmills, but i have been sitting back for a bit and watching the mills circle in the distant wind. i know that should i pick up momentum, i'm bound to reach one of them...

i am
ready for at least one thing that i desire to come to fruition sooner, rather than later: be it the love that i want, or a major break careerwise, or a trip across the world...

i am
ready to be as healthy as i can be.
which would entail not staying awake until 6 in the morning staring at a computer screen.

i am.

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