that shayshay loved the Lord so much, sooooo much, that there was nothing else for her to do here but go and be with Him? she loved God with her whole heart, and a heart attack took her away. could it be... that.... she reached out to God and he reached back to her heart... and His touch was so... so.... that His touch brought her home? that he sent a keepsake in her babyboy, but took her sweet self as a part of his perfect plan?
so much more to say.
i just don't want to resolve that
this is needed to be said.