he said, ...see you later, mai.
i took it to mean: goodbye.
i think i'm the one who really said goodbye.
i've never said it before. don't know if i really meant it.
but i was lookin at
Diary of a MadBlackWoman last night on TBS
(first time ever seeing it, or any tylerperry movie for that matter)
and there's a scene where shamar moore's character, Orlando says:
you don't get it, do you?
you can't just
with the person you love.
anyway, at some point
i've got to stop relating
i see in movies
to my own life/self/existence.
i think for right now
i'll just wrap up in these wings of mine to keep warm
maybe hibernate through autumn, winter
and know that i'll take flight when the time is right.