Sunday, November 05, 2006

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i've been having a very -circle of life- awareness today, and i mean in the most non-Lion King-kind of way... i'm feeling so overwhelmed with... i don't know what.. emotion? it's not a pms thing either, it's not a sadness, nor a sense of melancholy in as much as this sense of urgency. it seems so clear though i can't put my finger on it. i'm feeling very-life is short- at the moment, and consequently, feel the need to express how much i cherish the ones who are within my immediate circle of influence and who i have a large capacity of love and affection for. each day there are reminders of the fact that there's something so much bigger than our lil daily scopes of reasoning. And one lil documentary detailing how biblical prophecy seems to be coming to pass sooner than later puts things into a persceptive that time as we know it will come to an end. i mean, i know this, i knew this, i was raised with the belief (and subsequently derived of my own volition) that in Christ this world would pass away and that salvation would provide new life through Him. I know this. So, as i become more aware of things that are being played out in this country and on the world stage, i'm finding it more urgent to engage in life while it is good. And that is not commenting on how soon life (as we know it) will change or no longer be good, i just want to make sure that i am spending precious time accordingly.........

........there's so much more i thought i was going to type, but i'm not.

just know that i was thinking about you and that i love you.

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